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why the hell do things always go wrong? found out on saterday that my boyfriend cheated on me with one of my best friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then he split up with me over phone which is a really crap way of doing it!
then i got persuaded to go to his camp out thing last night. the only way i could be persuaded is by alcohol.
it was the strangest valentines day ever! i ended up going with steven. twas strange. im all confused.
i ended up getting very drunk and that was prob best for everyone. lots of people then turned up and rob was still at work. that was a good thing for that moment in time.
i ended up talking to gaz for a while. it was strange. then i had a flashback when i was going home today that gaz picked me up and put me over his shoulder and me being drunk i just looked at the ground and screamed.
when rob and mel and geoff got there i ran and hugged geoff cos i hadnt seen him for a while then i hugged mel cos i didnt want him to feel all left out. rob i just completly ignored cos i felt like it.
mel was a god and brought 2 bottles of jack. unfortunatly i had already had 1 1/2 bottles of lambrini and i didnt want to stop drinking so i had some jack. oops. i ended up breaking down crying and being hysterical. apparently i was shouting but i thought i was crying quietly and talking quitly to stephen. ah well its in the past now.
i then went into the tent that everyone was in and sat there quietly whilst gill and rob were getting off with each other a lot. i really didnt like it. then stephen kinda passed out and i was talking to mel whilst gill and rob were busy. rob and gill changed tents and then me and mel were cuddling up under the little blankets we had. then we kinda kissed. i feel really confused now after this. i like mel hes cool BUT he ended up curling into a little ball and stealing the sleeping bag and most of the duvet we had! Grrrrrr!
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